indescribable






im hurt.. but i couldn't tell u..how bad im hurt..which part.. where...i dont know..it yet. but im hurt.
i wish.. i have u..again.. 
i wish.. i could tell my abah that i love him before him..................................................leave me.
i wish mama'll leave us.. or mama'll open her eyes and totally insaf gler tahap para kerak bumi.
i wish abang bole jadi orang paling bahagia kat muka bumi..kat akhirat.
i wish yaya get her best... i wish
i wish i could turn back the time..and have ice again..cause i love him more than myself.. i love him.. infinity..i love him with no boundaries limit... no limit exist.. 
kenapa?
why?
kenapa aku cintasayangsukaheartlovelike him? aku pun tak tau..
yang pasti aku da lama bodoh. itu yang pasti.