a very warm hug..need it!




syah..my s.n.syamimie... i need ur hug.really need it now. i miss ur smile. i miss u. just miss u dear.
entah bila agak nya bole jumpe..kita memasing bizi. know u since primary school..bff since form 1. be maherian.geng bas skula. musuh ketat s.i.c... the best of the best part of my life is u.. syah,.. diana.piqa.nurul.. all of u.. if bole di undur masa. i want back to our zaman kegemilangan. syah still the happiest person in this world. ur arwah abah still with u..24 hours. i have abah+mama yang gler2 baik + sayang me ketat2. u still the genius one..haha always smart genius. n me? still focus stdy even nakal gila keluar masuk bilik displine + jumpe pkHEM. still heroin bab2 math + numbers. but now? me ? just ordinary one n suck student in my class.


so, dear dont give up. bukan u tak pandai.. tapi situation yng buat kita down. my grade so suck.. orang lain kejar 4 flat n me? 2 flat.. haha. i know..why u so down. grade dumm jatuh. u lost ur abah. ur granny..  orang yang paling rapat. orang yang jaga u since born. so sayang jangan rasa diri tak guna. ok?
me? lagi useless.. tau? at least u tried ur hard.. ur best. but me.? sengaja bawak diri ke lombong.even tak bunuh diri.but i tried..killed my self.. inside. 


syah,sayang i heart u. so just dont give up.. cause u the one who give me strength to stand.smile. u the one... as usual..just smile dear. i love ur smile. coz its make u shining..


syah..my sunshine..