HAPPY BIRTHDAY

the one that i love the most
the one who light up my life
the one who never annoyed me
the one who love me since i was born
someone who love me no matter who  i am
someone who always 24 hours be patient with me
someone who always trust me, no matter how much trouble that i 'create' every single days.
someone that i want to hug every day when i woke up in the morning


someone who........i miss so much. damn much. i miss ur voice


abah, da lama elynn tak menangis rindu abah.. now? dari semalam. abah, please pulih. 
every bait.. in this song its me.
bila elynn gaduh dengan mama, u the one yang united us. abah cakap, "lynn just turun kan ego lynn maafkan mama then i will give u everything". ingat x? three n half years ago. abah cakap macam tu. every day abah called. mintak elynn baik dengan mama. abah tau tak? da setahun. lebih setahun elynn gaduh dengan mama. ye..elynn degil, tak dengar cakap abe, cakap mami cakap cik rah. tapi elynn buat semua nie sebab i love u too much. 


ingat tak abah? abah cakap u'll do anything to make me happy. akan bagi apa saja as long as elynn tak nangis. coz abah tak bole tengok elynn nangis kan? sepanjang idup lynn just sekali abah tengok elynn nangis. bila kena tinggal kat penjara. then bila elynn ngamuk nak pg k.l mama tak bagi. im troublesome? bila ayah marah elynn coz elynn nak masuk matriculation tapi abah tenang je. padahal mama cakap sah abah panas dalam hati, coz abah tak bole tengok elynn kena marah kan?


abah selalu gaduh dengan mama coz bela lynn. mama cakap abah bimbang.sangat bimbang siapa bakal suami lynn. coz u know it right? no one bole tahan dengan me. mungkin sepanjang idup lynn. lynn tak pernah bagitau abah, tapi i love u. sangat cinta. u the one.. only one. 
abah cakap bimbang lynn tak kan belajar sayang sesiapa,, hey abah!! u was wrong. i love him..tau? so hati lynn bukan batu.!
abah bimbang mama ajar lynn jadi boros..coz in future belom tentu hidup lynn akan sentiasa senang. yes u right? now? kais pagi makan pagi demi ego.
i miss it abah, malam-malam pukul 12, 1 pagi abah akan called.. tanya ape masalah yang elynn da buat hari nie. dengan sapa elynn ngamuk. ape yang elynn cari dalam idup.ape yang elynn tuju. i miss it abah. rindu bagi nak gilak. then before tido abah akan called cakap "kak lynn..i lovee u..love u toooo uuuuuuuuu" panjang sangat abah tarik. abah..if lynn berubah, would u come back to me?


tahu tak lynn pernah rasa macam gila, cuba nak ends my life. bila lynn stress tension bagai nak rak rindu abah, elynn akan called abah. dail number phone abah then cakap cakap...i react like u there talked to me. gila? tak kisah la ape orang cakap. janji elynn still ada abah.... then if tak de creadit banyak2 nak called, i text u. cakap ape elynn buat hari ni..bila abah nak balik. bila abah nak datang jenguk elynn. 
who am i abah? kenapa abah n lynn tak sama? lynn pendendam tapi abah la manusia paling pemaaf penah lynn jumpe. b cakap if abah tau lynn treat mama this way. benci mama mesti abah orang yang paling luka? betul ke? tak kan? u proud with it right? coz now, me..the only one yang still tak berpaling dari abah. me+mami+ayah. i know. bukan lynn yang jaga abah now. aca abe adik..n aca the most yang sacrifice his life for u. thats why elynn tak benci aca even dia cam da masuk dalam mama's world now. 


abah.. if elynn nak cakap sal abah 3 tahun pun tak kan abes bercerita menaip.. but u know it.. i love u the most even ayat nie tak pernah sampai kat telinga abah. 


ABAH...........selamat hari lahir, nothing i can give to u. just a big heart, infinity of love. no limit boundaries.... i love u more then i did before. 
causeof u..i cinta math so much. lynn janji akan survive finite elemnt for u.. hikhik. tapi tak janji A


i heart u abah.........