insanity?


am i? kau suda gilak ke elynn? maybe yes maybe nope... 


semalam daftar subject.. guess what? i chose finite element as my elective? woo elynn..u guess u so good? bole bawak ke subject tu? even chinese pun tak berani amik. buat masa nie yang aku tau, aku n seorang budak 4 flat je yang amik subject tu. bella, lis, sila and so on pun tak berani, then u? i dont know.. have no clue. i just love math so much damn much. truly love math. da lama aku da idup dalam dunia aku dulu. math..
tapi finite element, math in structural u know!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u fail for applied ( static + dynamic ) u got C+ in M.O.M... then u just random did your own theory for theory of structure.. then NOW?? i cant imagine it.. elynn... kau gali kubur kau sendiri. tengok laa budak yang bakal menangis teresak-esak sambil baling phone, buku, and suma benda kat katil + meja coz overload tension with FINITE ELEMENT.  orang lain kejar lecturer yang senang bagi A. then u? pergi cari penyakit amik finite. well down.


entah, half rasa cam tindakan aku betul half lagi rasa macam aku cari maut. dont know just through it. lagipun sejak bila aku risau sal study? tiga tahun aku jadi mahasiswi.. tahun nie.. sem ni baru rasa.im a student. project maut.assgment maut. suma seem.. tahun nie baru aku cam react like im a boss handle group, pergi jumpe lect. but i still can sleep 12 hours a day. because i'll skip my meal.. just untuk tido cukup. :d gilak el..


nak cakap nie hidup aku sekarang tak jugak. im still the same. play around. by the way.. last week i got 'love letter' from prof mahmood. welll, dah lama tak pergi class steel.. so again aku still the same. tak pernah relax lega 1 sem. wajib terima surat amaran, pjabat call.. macam-macam la. licha  cakap, lynn bila kau practical...dont u try to urge with ur boss.. hahaha


kekadang bila duk sesorang tau tak ape aku pikir? who i am? bila sebut "lynn" ape yang akn pop up in ur mind? then betul la semua orang cakap.. im the one yang tak akan bole hidup tanpa trouble.. lynn = TROUBLESOME. but aish entah.entah


macam tak percaya, next sem..im suprduber senior my last sem. last year. last hidup as a student.


:)