should i?




rindu separuh metre dekat dia. patut ke aku just pergi jumpe dia? who i am? she a part of my life..BEFORE. i still love her, even separuh kilometre marah kat dia. mustahil aku lupa ape dia pernah buat untuk aku. jaga aku. petang2 keluar sesama. she always here..by myside. stand for me. made me smile. makan sama-sama. kena marah sama-sama. dulu, aku yakin dia sayang aku. tapi sekarang? perlu ke aku just rendah kan ego aku.pride aku and jumpe dia. just hug her without saying anything? tapi hati aku tak nak buat macam tu? bie.. if aku tanya b, sah bie suruh aku cuba lupakan demi friendship yang da berzaman nie. b, tapi aku...hati nie degil b? if aku tak dapat maafkan dia. maaf.. bukan aku tak cuba, tapi as u knew. people around me..and she also knew it...aku sangat sensitive bab-bab nie.


semua tertanya-tanya kenape kita yang rapat gila tetiba off..jauh? sebab lelaki? aku tak kan komen ape-ape. sebab bagi aku. aku tak salah. same goes with u. i cant put all the blame on u coz aku pun salah. i admit it.cuma still tak bole terima benda ni. even da lama. u did twice. i just...........sucked!


hey, ex bff...i will always love u. before.soon.now. past.present.future. u still my girl. even i hate u so much. i really.really did. i tried so hard to forget everything, but i cant.


everything..everything.still stuck in my mind. u.dia.dia.+dia.
cam kes mama, aku tak kan lupa jasa pengorbanan dia selama 20 tahun. tapi aku pun tak kan lupa ape dia pernah buat kat aku.even sesaat. 


hey, ex lalink,sweetheart,yunk or whateva..i used called u... look, i still remember, the way we teased each other. petang-petang jogged in our version (ice clem, sweet corn), masuk utan cari nyamuk..panjat ape pun. bukit ke.balai. ke..every seconds i spent with u..i would never ever forget it. so... if lepas ni.im off from ur dictionary..ur syllabus..sorry..i just cant bear it. cant through it with a fake smile. i just awkward..to be with u again. but, bab kata mama.. u gave me everything but i gave u pain..just..live in different world now. u + me = nothing?


i know, u happy now..without me. love, just be happy..u deserve for it. aku je tak pandai hargai kawan. maaf sebab membenci kawan baik sendiri. i hurt myself while hurting u. u still sweet + the best companion..so u have alot of people around u. u still have diorang with u. u'll fine without me. im gonna miss u...like before. 


gudnite people.........