somebody else..




u love somebody else..
im stuck here wait for u, but day after day...i never knew i lost u.
im always waiting for u. never turn back. have no strength to let it go.
its too tired. being tired of waiting, tired to hold it tight, tired to put a mask, tired to answer all the question..
who are u? where are u from? where are u been? so longing~~


always wonder, always...every seconds that i breathed... i wonder... bila? kapan...aku bole normal, there's no you in my dictionary? and ur shadow also will disappear? 
but im ok. tak rasa sedih macam dulu coz im cool. 


tadi sementara tunggu bas aku baca chicken soup. true love nyer edition.. "the one that got away"..well, u never "the one that got away"..renung-renung pikir-pikir.. u "the one never" betul cakap buku nie. yup.
so, sekarang just cuba padam kan semua memories yang aku tattoo-kan ia dalam otak aku. vanish suma


simple motto hidup aku sekarang. i wont chase anyone.. leave me if u never truly madly love me. once u go..tata papai.
hati aku da kebal..semua orang penting dalam idup aku..dah tak penting lagi.
kawan dekat 1 decade pun bole khianati bole tinggal kan aku...so nothing possible for me. ramai yang sayang aku.right abe, ayah mami cakap camtu.:)