seriously, im going crazy!!

thinking of him... made me..aishhhh.. please el...stop all this stupid silly melodrama. if i could..i would. but its stuck...here..deep..bottom of my heart, i still cant let it go.

read "always there something remind me".. seriously tetiba..ice crossed in my mind. baru dalam 90 pages.. tapi da jadi tak stable. entah brape ribu tahun lagi benda nie will keep haunting me. make me die..inside. gila

act, banyak yang nak cerita. tapi nie pun online.. kat office.. tak sempat nak berluah luah perassaaan sini. 

latest..."catch me..im falling for u".
i fall into wrong way... dark n narrow drain. sangat salah. tak bole di maaf kan dan tak bole diteruskan. he just a shadow of ice. but in different way. he married, just got married. ape yang salah, the same thing keep happened like before. aku nampak ice dalam diri paan dulu and now.. i saw ice in him.. ape yang salah, aku takot benda lepas berulang. suka coz bayangan ice.... sangat sangat salah, coz aku still hidup in past.

i'll story morrie later.... (kekonon bizi la sangat..:)