setia?

tadi pipah called me, nearly 3 jam ke beborak gegosip. gosh i miss her even baru seminggu jumpe. she doubted me?? dia tak percaya aku setia. people around me tak percaya aku setia? tak nampak rupa setia ke? scandal? i have no scandal cuma kawan with benefits je. kan bagus aku inside and outside selari. takde la jiwa aku cam mengilak. gilak rindu orang yang da 'mati'. and gilak living in the past.
pah, i still setia waiting for ice, even aku tahu hakikat memang mati and hidup balik pun aku tak kan dapat dia. otak aku tahu hakikat, reality tapi hati degil tak ikut perintah otak. maybe missing him..loving him dah jadi one of my habits. so dah normal thinking of him and living with him in my mind.