since last last last last week, i type something and delete. entah kenapa sangat kosong. nak luah pasal mama tapi tak tahu ape nak type.. type berjela jela panjang tapi last last. off.
mami cakap ape terjadi she still your mum. chek cakap even benci tapi pikir ape yang dia dah korban kan untuk aku sebelum nie. entah. dia amat amat berpura pura. mama, im sick. tau? penat nak membenci kamu.

even aku keluar and have fun gegila. gelak tanpa henti dengan lawak man. tapi benda tu keep messing in my mind. bie tanya kenapa aku jadi cam nie. she said maybe ada tiga punca:-mama,loneliness, study. b, all i need is be with you. even u bebel non stop and its annoyed something tapi i need u. seriously. im not normal.