Sunday, 30 December 2012



busy busy busy... itu je ayat kami budak class. ignore tahap kesibukan yang tak pernah slow down.
sementara tunggu ijie balik lab nak print drawings, sementara tunggu BFF  siap kan part dia, beta mandi manda and menaip kat sini dulu.

lately banyak post yang aku baca, let it go... if orang tu lupa kita buat ape kita ingat dia..something like that, same meanings differences words. aku terjumpe satu blog nie..just V... tak tahu where she come from.maybe pluto maybe venus. but i like her's blog. someone who cant let him go. cant fill the void. same like me but totally different. so i realise, sebenarnya ramai lagi orang yang patah hati. orang yang cam erk like me. sama cuma beza..::d

so, aku cuba kool. mmg priority number one..cool, macho, ego, pride = ell... equation paling simple. tak perlu menghafal like formula finite yang 15pages kejadah satu pun tak di fahami. life is simple, why u make its complex, complicated? why? u knew the answer ell... dalam hati dinding ego lagi besar dari rasa sayang itu.

2 days ago, aku mimpi.. aku jumpe ice. and i asked him something yang memang tak akan keluar dari mulut aku in reality. " if i hold u before, would u stay?, if u gave me one more chance..any probability we end together?, if and only if im confess...anything would changed?" and i got the answers. u already too late. I ALREADY TAKEN BY HER.
then blank. tapi aku terus pikir if and only if aku tak maki dia. aku tak bla bla bla.. mulut cam meriah, would he stay? if and only if aku confess awal-awal? admitted pada diri sendiri yang i fall for him toe to head. tapi hakikat nie. itu hanya dalam kepala aku. reality? aku nak cakap gitu? mati kena tikam 15kali agak nya aku still pamer muka seposen setengah aku.





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