already done!!
tamat la riwayat sem 7. eik? belum... project individual finite belom hantar. aish malas gilak nak buat. but it 10 marks..

pagi semalam abes je jawab finite, balik makan, discussion for today interview and aish again me n my habit. tido macam orang gilak. bangun pukul 3 pagi, makan meggi mandi and tido. pepagi ( pagi ke?) and went for pap interview. entah kenapa tak cuak and gabra pun..my lucky day, ops my group lucky day. tapi agak cuak 13sen bila kami punya group kena jumpe one by one, i means masuk ikut turn. apa lagi rasa nak pengsan la., syukur dapat goreng dengan super jaya nya. kami dapat yang sempoi gila. ada yang sampai kena soal 2 and half hours. and me. macam eik? dah siap. he said we full of confident. high confident level. and paling lucu zik cerita cara dia handle and jawab punya style. asal lecturer nak tanya je dia potong. asal prof nak cakap je dia sampuk. gilak lucu. so by that way, prof cam blur and lupa apa mau tanya. seriously the more i know of u the more attractive u are.
i wore yellow fully yellow. and my roomate's classmate tegur.. "lynn.. u wore baju kurung? u and baju kurung?" nampak sangat memang ajaib me and baju kurung. most cakap i look nice in yellow. u so nice, cantik, sweet. seriously aku tak suka sangat dipuji macam tu. like i said i prefer my old.. selekeh. tapi ramai yang suka and sayang.
lepas interview chit chat and cam biasa buat huru hara dalam studio. then i realise woow.. sudah tua. saat tamat sem nie rasa gabra. nak2 bila prof cakap, well, my future engineer. my future designer..bla bla..bla. i gonna be an engineer? inshaALLAH. my dream job. tapi aku still tak suka physics design and suma kejadah engineering.haha.

semua cakap finite element gilak. matrix 12x12, ye ye memang gila sangat gilak. and aku yang gila pergi amik subject yang orang elak. sebenarnya aku rasa if aku study aku bole jawab.tapi malang nye aku bole tido nearly 24 hours before exam and just bangun download note and tido balik.
cuma ape yang aku pelik dengan diri aku. hey ELL... its math. the one that u heart the most.. since tadika people keep cakap me hantu math tapi ape kan daya sejak mama buat masalah. sejak abah sakit my passion already gone. syukur la aku still idup and tak terus kan kerja gilak telan "pil".
bukan nak pointed at others tapi hakikat nye dalaman aku amat2 effected by them.