Bad Dream or Just a Sign?

aku mimpi aku kejar nak peluk ayah tapi dia just buat selamba dan seakan tak faham mengapa aku nak peluk dia. he just walked away..blank! then me too, walked away. tak toleh. bawak diri. sedar diri hanya menumpang kasih. if betul tu benar benar terjadi ape aku nak buat? reaction aku? abah, salah ke lynn menumpang kasih dengan ayah, tak kan? dulu masa dia tak de anak perempuan...lynn redha jadi anak dia. tapi bila dia dah dapat menantu perempuan, i..just throw away? ke aku je over sensitive? ape pun sangat sangat jauh hati. TQ ayah penah sayang me amat amat sayang dulu. i just realise something. no one can love me like abah did. u just one of them. treated me like a princess, treated me like im everything, and one day..i just a dirt sandwich.

mama? i guess if people ask me about my mum.. i'll answer in my way
"mama? i used to have one. now she gone. (terlampau kejam?)
"mama, ooh i dont have mama. i stay with my abah. they divorced!!!!!"
"she leave my abah, me and all of us. so dont ever ever ask about my mum in front of me kalu sayang muka"!!!!!