"hate is anger over something lost, hate is passion, hate is misguided, it's caring for the wrong things but it is still caring"

the right and precise meaning of hate for me. the one i hate the most is the one i love the most, the one im longing the most. the foremost, the core, first person i hate.. hate the most is myself. because i still cant let them go. still hold them tight. i hate myself cause i cant push them out from this liver. i hate myself cause i never make a effort to make them stay. aish hidup ell.