there're some quotes that i love.

shakespeare:
"never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game but the risk is that you will surely lose the person for a life time"


mahatma gandhi:
"the weak can never forgive, forgiveness is the attribute of the strong"


- yes it's truly right. pada pandangan umum maybe aku tak penah kalah. tak pernah tumbang. tak pernah jatuh. tak pernah mengalah. aku kuat. minah setan. everyone follow my rules. tapi am i happy? am i? i lost everyone that i love the most. i can smile but where's the purest of brightest smile i had before? i lost at myself. i chased u away dears. because of ego...i crashed myself. i cant tell u that i miss u.
mr.lolipop, i read shakespeare phrase..its really remind me of u. " dont call me sayang if u dont sayang me. dont say the words u never mean it" but i never mean to play with others heart others feeling. never mean it. why i still got punished? u leaved me nas? but why? erm.. i let u go. sincerely i really let u go. i have to. i love you more than u did nas. u used to be my bff, my shoulder. maybe i cant love u as a man. but i really love u as a friend. i remember every little things we did before. every conservation we had before. not because i fall for u but because i knew u had cared about me. now..u gone. tanpa jejak. i wonder why everyone leave me. mama said duduk dediam and renung why people leave u. ppah cakap bukan diorang yang tinggal aku tapi aku yang halau. bie cakap setiap hari aku panjangkan list musuh aku. :d

sejujurnya zahir je i treat them as musuh. inside im dying longing for them.
 and now i lost them...that persons for life time, my entire life.