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raya lepas dieb,bie,pah..datang umah...seroonook sangat even baru je jumpe diorang..haha, still the same.. semua sangat kanak2 lagi..


erm, kekawan..maaf b'cause tak le layan kamu2 sebaik mana korang layan aku bila aku stay kat umah korang. keadaan umah aku tak mengizin kan...just..sorry.. malu...ada ke? kawan datang umah tapi serve nasi bungkus...erm.. thats my life now..kekawan..kami a family...tapi hidup cam orang bujang..
maaf abah, el..kurang bakat dalam bidang 'dapur2' nie...


kitorang semua stay umah mami....sunyi laa umah mami skarang malam2... acik+min kat hostel..ayah outstation...ngah kerja..tinggal..mami,maklong,k.long,abelong++baby je...umah besar tapi..kosong..sunyi...


best sangat..pergi raya umah sya..pergi..pantai..pasar borong..or kata dib...uptown..haha...adik sya called me..'awek putih'..haha putih ke????? ( bajet 3 sec).  actually, aku tak kisah pe yang kita buat, kita pergi ane...yang penting..as long as..we stay together..its the happiest moment in my life....with you..you..n you..


dieb tnya ice stay kat mana..aku cakap laa..he stay..dekat je..biasa nye budak flight training academic stay kat condo..seberang jalan umah aku...dieb said...wooo...so near.. 'd, dekat pun if dia takmau jumpe tak de makna nye d...." kami tak bole jumpe atas reason..classmate? erm..pdahal aku jumpe mr.lolipop...biasa je... hey..classmate kan..


worse, ayah+mami+maklong..n my abg2 sekalian..ingat mr.lolipop..kurus tue my boyfie..aish...naseb engkau laa naz...kena scandal dengan aku..haha


dulu ice takde fesbuk so..aku tak bole laa stalk dye..skarang daa ada fesbuk..so..its hurt me more..tengok he happy with her girl..co cute,cun.lawa..n pandai....im nothing if nak compare dengan that girl..
ice, bukan macam aku kenal dulu...aku suka dye cause overcool..n tak pernah hirau sal lovey dovey..now? he looked so different.. maybe he found...his beloved one..just like i found him in my life.


he look so.............dengan uniform pilot... tearing me apart..i just love him..for no reason but, he have everything i want.. .
i love you ice..since five years ago...now..and i wonder..till?? when i can truly let you go...?