my fate!!

daa lama tak conteng apa-apa kat sini.. my life seem....aishhh.. 
family broken...friendship just like a 'shit'... tapi my beloved...bie, dieb, syah, my labu....n my lalink, ein...... always cheer me up.


dearest mama, tQ cause give me birth..tapi maaf, i just cant accept what u had done..its too late... u brake our heart, u betrayed us..u give us alot of pain.. always wonder, nasib aku teruk..atau aku yang tak tahu bersyukur? 
entah.......
if aku bole nangis sekuat2 nya kan bagus..at least..hati nie tak laa terrbakar dalam.. kenapa susah nak nangis?? rase terrsumbat rase mau meletup...always... 


aku nak buang mama x bole...nak terima dia pun tak bole...none can understand it...no one..my heart... 20 years ago...guess i the happiest person in this world..now? guess...i the unlucky one... 

tak nak pikir, tak nak tahu, tak nak....tapi...reality nye...its my life..
i love my abg too much, if i did something stupid....ridiculous... kesian kat abang...aku rase aku nak musnah kan kebahagian mama..biar dia merana till last breath.. lebih merana dari..she have to pay back..every tears cause of her.