honest? even its hurt so bad?

ngah text me, called me.. "elynn, kat mana? kakak mana"... "elynn, akak tido?" setiap kali ngah message aku. mesti ayat x complete takde "kakak". seriously, ngah please move on.. she just not into u anymore. cakap senang kan ngah, sama la dengan EL... i still stuck loving him but im not waiting anymore. even paksa if he not in u. tak guna. same goes with u dear. kakak? i just cant understand her, her feeling..i cant see it. but something that i really sure at this moment. she not in u. her heart not in u.

sejujurnya ngah, el tak mampu nak jujur dengan ngah. tak mampu nak mention ayat tu. tak mampu nak type.... satu je el harap ngah akan jumpe someone who light up ur life and shining ur life..u the best ngah even ramai complain ur attitude arghhh... haha.. well el faham orang hot temper pun ada hati ada rasa jugak

u deserve better ngah. honestly, u should get better than her. someone who just love u the same. we aged ngah but still stuck in the past..looking for unrealistic things. maybe.