overdose busy or i already move on? 12th march...setiap tahun 12 march memang tarikh aku argh.. last time i saw him..12 march 2008. cam anniversary punya date la. tapi tahun nie dah hampir sebulan berlalu baru aku teringat. tanda tanda aku dah tak overdose head to toe kemaruk dengan ice? yuhuuu?
nak cakap busy memang.. memang busy cuma takde la macam sampai lupa tarikh tu. aku ingat semua date penting. something dengan ice memang susah nak padam. tapi aku ada satu weakness yang takde la teruk sangat but kind of suck! i cant remember numbers. aku still tak ingat number fon sendiri. number family. if aku ilang, sesat tak tahu nak contact sapa. dulu number aku ingat.. tu pun ingat2 lupa. tak tahu susunan. just number eman n ice. sekrang cam ingat ingat lupa number anas. tu je aku ingat memang if sesat naya!. imagine..if aku sesat, lost everything. camne? first call ice, mintak number fon ex classmate yang ada number ppah then cari muni then baru dapat cari mama? tapi for sure aku tak kan cari mama sekrang. tukar tukar. first cari ice or anas, then mintak cari kan ppah then pipah pipah cari bie..then baru dapat cari abe? gilak panjang contact chain. haish el!!! cuba la ingat satu number. bukan susah pun. camne la kau bole survive amik engineering course dengan hidup camnie.

back to our topic.ice.
5 years and 19 days... last time i saw u, talked to u face to face. last time i felt ur warmth. hey ice, did u remember it? i still can feel it. im ok. totally ok. i knew the truth. i can accept it. missing u, loving u..already become my habit. no more pain. i never eva wait u to come back. there's no such as miracle. i just in my comfort zone. being alone. forever alone. there's no guys can attract me as u did. there's no one care for me like all of u did. as long as i have bie. im fine. thousands guys like u i wont bother. just bie. i need her only now.

wont bother? siang malam kau ingat ice tu? aish el! pe pe pun tak sangka dah lima tahun berlalu. means dah 7 tahun aku kenal dia. dah 7 tahun! woo, if lebih dari 10 tahun kau still suka dia el... ternyata terang lagi tangtang kau BUDUH el..