WHY?

reading "Truth about ~ breaking up, making up & moving on" by Chad Eastham. he made me thinking of someone something.

the reasons why u want to be in relationship? why? why? it's not something u should do just because ur friends are doing it. why i want to be in relationship. erm..

i never thought about it Chad. and i think i never feel like i want to be in relationship. i hate commitment. erm, dont know. i have no experience. all i knew is waiting for ice. all i knew is ice. but honestly if asked what i really want with ice. i have no idea. i dont want to get married with him. i dont want to spent all my life with him. it's super sure u love him el? dont know. i just want to be with him. be with him 18 hours per day. be his best friend. talk to him. never get sick of each other. it's love?

super sure it's love? of course i have no answer. takde jawapan yang tepat lagi teguh. but i like that feel. nope i hate that. it hurts me. :d sweet bitter things kata ain. i like the way aku cuba curi curi pandang dia. i like the way i feel when he was around. i like the way i misbehave to make he mad. maybe it's not love. it just cinta monyet. stupid crazy love. maybe it's infatuation. tapi ape beza love and infatuation?

Infatuation looks like love, smell like love, dresses like love. but it is not love. aish confuse. dah sambung baca buku nie lagi bagus dari melaluk kat sini.
yak!! el, u have another 3 weeks before study leave. final project seem so yak. tak mo sebut.