Dont judge Me.

breaking benjamin, sevenfold avenged, killers, gun n rose, mcr..my drugs. my medicine. i just need them if me mau gila. mau tumbang bila something upset happened. listen to hard, heavy song doesnt me im hard as that song. someone used to tell me.. unbelieveable bila tengok my desk banyak sweet novel and self assessment. as i said before im normal in my way. weird personality? i like sweet simple corny things but i hate real lovey dovey things. pelik or tak pelik i cant judge myself. tapi bie cakap me sangat pelik. aku x suka ending. unleast sad ending. aku dah baca twice always something there to remind me. tapi ending aku tak penah tau. 5/6 je aku baca. i love this one every much. every pages.  cerita hikayat hidup ku. fall for ice at 16 yeras old. and now 23 still fall for him. heel to heads. Sama cam tajuk cerita nie..ALWAYS THERE TO REMIND ME. first love at 16 years old. then 20++ years more.. she still love that guy. and bla bla. 

i hate slow song. buat jiwa aku tak tenang. tapi aku tak suka cerita cerita keganasan. pelik kan? tak la. im normal in my way.

last 2 days mama and abe made me upset. hari exam.. breaking benjamin n bie tenang kan aku. i need no one. just my music and bie. i try. i'll try untuk tak depend on bie sangat. mana tau one day she will leaves me like others.

lusa my last paper as a student. lusa kena antar full thesis. tapi aku still kat chapter 2. gilak kan? last sem.. aku suppose to submit pra project till chapter 3, but i did just for chapter 2. ahah. so get ready. marathon mengarang. and again mcr, breaking benjamin and so on to accompany me. hidup orang single mingle. 

aku baru je abes kan novel nie. orang lain berlumba lumba tido 3-4jam 1 hari study struggle for exam and full report. tapi aku? tido 12jam 1 hari. santai layan utube and tenang baca novel... what a pleasure life. what a heaven. semua orang dapat great grade and kerja. ko? yak... tenang tenang. cari laki kaya. abes cerita. ahak.

 

lupa.. maksud abes kan.. means..dalam 5/6 je abes d baca. still wonder their ending. tunggu la. dah bosan jadi penganggur esok2 baru baca ending.

 

yang betul2 licin abes baca tanpa skip and ending full read..just novel nie. comel even dramatic sangat. over. tapi sweet. aku suka lily, cool. antagonist tapi cool.