he so mystery... i cant read u like i read others. but i can tell it.. u not into me like others think u were. i guess it just a game aha? to test ur market? u make me so confuse. half of me... amat2 sangat berharap that i really like u..dengan tu i can banish ice away. but half of me amat takot i will really like u. seriously its been awhile i  be out of my sanity. the only 2 person make me nervous when them come around me... u and ice.
seriously u not my type, but i can see the shadow of ice in u.
kita ada sejarah. 3 years ago. remember that game? u my first boyfie. bole cakap bf ke if couple without feeling and just 2 weeks? i dont know. but i can smell it. my instinct. u dont like me like u showed it.
u got spilt personality or what? one day u followed me around like yak!! and other day u treat me like stranger. yesterday u gave positive sign and glance at me 23hours.. sampai others pun perasan ko asyik pandang aku. and tomorrow u just look at me dengan pandangan kosong. gilak or split personality? or aku yang bakal gila trying to puzzled this thing.
banyak yang tak tercerita. bila masa betul betul suntuk nak exam, nak hantar full thesis, banyak pula nak mengarang kat sini.
aish U, seriously aku betul betul out of my track. like bie said... relationship just not ur thing. yup bie, but this guy drive me crazy. u think my plan will work out or it will ruin my self? just self destroy?
ops lupa..my plan to distract ice from my mind and buang erti setia tu. bie cakap dia tak penah jumpe kes macam aku. setia, budus, naive amat. if aku cerita confirm satu dunia cakap aku bodoh. aku tak pernah keluar dengan lelaki selain abang2 and adik2 aku. the only guy aku pernah kuar just eman. itu pun kawan baik amat. platonic relationship. if aku jenis perempuan godly, islamic or ulat buku takpe, it wont make people so wonder. dari segi dress code maybe aku not a good practical islamic but if relationship muhrim mahram im good. :D ( Because u hate guys and lovey dovey things el)
still puzzling this stupid things..In 2 days... my life as a student will be the end.. akan TAMAT!!