Thinking of You.
A day where I haven’t thought of you hasn’t passed yet
No matter how hard I try not to, even if I get sick on
liquor and fall asleep
In the end I think about you again
Even if I purposely lean into another person’s embrace, even
if I do that
When I open my eyes in the morning I’m so alarmed, seeing
the phone
Remembering last night
Because I might have called you while I was drunk
I get so frightened
I drink in order to forget you
But when I get sick
I remember the girls I had met to forget you
Making me think of you more
A day where I haven’t thought of you hasn’t passed yet
No matter how hard I try not to, even if I get sick on
liquor and fall asleep
In the end I think about you again
Even if I purposely lean into another person’s embrace, even
if I do that
All day today busily positioning myself with work
Crazily leaving my body to do so
I kept making work without end, in case I might think of you
But even then
Living busily in order to try to forget you
But I don’t know my reason for living
Even if I try to forget you to the best of my ability, even
for a moment
When I find the time I think of you again
A day where I haven’t thought of you hasn’t passed yet
No matter how hard I try not to, even if I get sick on
liquor and fall asleep
In the end I think about you again
Even if I purposely lean into another person’s embrace, even
if I do that
Do you think of me
Do you wonder if I’m lonely
Or have you already forgotten me and lost yourself in a new
love
-Ice03082014-
No comments:
Post a Comment