he just not my taste.

petang tadi sesambil gegolek tunggu mata off, messaging with bie...

bie : move on please lynn
me : already la.
bie : ye la.bla bla bla bla
me : he not my taste but why i fall for him, addicted to him.
bie : ape yang tak suka about him? yang bukan ur taste?
me : pendek, sepet, tak berani straight forward, coward about feeling but if nak marah berani sembur. bla bla..tapi there're 10x things i like about him.
bie : move on la. ape?
me : i like the way he dress up, kidal, the way he cared he treated me. harsh. football captain. his passion.
me : i already move on bie. slowly. dont worried. slowly it will fade away. i'll forget him slowly.
bie : slowly hotok!!! dah berapa tahun.

haha bie. emo nampak. tu baru sikit bie, if i list out things i love about him 3 hari tak abes. he not my perfect guy. people come and leave. same goes with him. ape yang beza orang lain datang and pergi tanpa kesan but he leaved something. i dont know whether its scar or what but.... he remarked me. i wont sad, down cause of him now.... its become a habit. biasa. just ape bole buat if he still stuck here kan? takpe kan selagi tak mendatangkan kemudaratan. bie keep said aku innocent if melibatkan relationship man-woman. tak kisah la janji aku happy. aku happy now? i happy if aku ada bie.

my dream guy? my perfect guy?
1) kidal
2) gilak. suka gila physics and chemistry.
3) related to technology field. engineering. they look soooo sexy!
4) passion in football or any sport. but foremost...BALL
5) the way he dress up, he loose his tie
6) tak suka normal girl. not attracted to same hot lovely girl like other guys.
7) tak smoke
8) genius. yang penting tak perlu minat seni
9) jangan overdose showing he love me. show it in pepelik ways
10) fall for my clumsiness. never fall for my look (even aku x lawa)
11)ego
12) tak kan mengaku kalah
13) satirist. juara sarcastically.
14) kulit cerah,
15) like to wear short n shoes. snickers.
16) worried about me but dont show it.
17) dimple
18) juara ali setan modern. nakal gilak. tahap meroyan gila nakal.


if nak list down banyak sangat. yang paling penting. dia BUKAN seorang yang ROMANTIK. itu paling penting.
tapi mana nak cari si DIA? please datang cepat. nah amik alamat ku. cari. goole map. :d.
taste aku normal kan? tak pepelik pun tapi kenapa still tak jumpe?